Interview With Agony
by Cary
How did you become interested in fetish/BDSM?
I'm not sure how it happened, but when I was a little girl--and I mean like five years old-- I used to play bondage with my Barbie dolls. Barbie and her friends were always captured, tied up, raped, sexually assaulted, cut, beaten, and otherwise abused. Ken would come save the day. As far back as I can remember, I enjoyed drawing pictures of naked women or gothic women. In elementary, I was tearing up my clothes, reading the complete works of Edgar Allen Poe, and fantasizing about spiked collars, funky hair, tattoos, and piercings. Maybe it was innate, or maybe I saw something as a child. I can't remember.
Do you enjoy fetishism/BDSM play in your personal life, and if so what
are you into?
I am definitely submissive. Although I have noticed that in the past when I was with guys that were "weaker" then me I was a bit more dominant. But that is not enjoyable for me. Lucky for me I have found an amazing man who is purrrfectly dominant! I still have a lot to learn. I don't have a lot of free time for experimenting these days but when I do I will definitely be exploring more! At this point it is just pretty simple stuff like bondage, spanking, flogging, knife play, role playing, leashes,ball gags, etc. I do tend to beg once in awhile but realize that this usually never gets me anywhere lol.
Are there any fetishes that you don't find appealing?
Humiliation. I've got too much pride for that. I also find it ridiculous. It takes a truly depraved and twisted mind to get off on being degraded and humiliated.
What excites you about fetish modeling?
The fashion. It really feeds my over active imagination.
What are your favorite types of outfits to model in?
I have a special place in my heart for high fashion latex. I've never had the opportunity to wear it, but someday I will. Corsets, lingerie, platform heels, and crazy hair are a classic. I also like punk and glam rock.
What are your least favorites?
Normal clothes, or outfits with no pizazz. Everything needs style and attitude.
Do you think pinup and fetish are becoming part of the mainstream culture?
Pin-up? Definitely. Fetish? Debatable. I've been seeing it more and more in photography and art in general. I think the population as a whole is fascinated by it, but many are still afraid to admit it. Anyway, part of the intrigue of fetish is it's faux-pas nature. The day it is fully accepted by everyone else, we'll have come up with something new.
What kind of music do you like?
Oh god. I like so much! I mean there's the expected like rock, goth, industrial, synth pop. And there's things like reggaton, hip-hop, folk music. There's more genres, to be sure, but I suck at identifying music types. It's almost as bad as when I try to classify fashion. Just awful.
What do you like to do for fun?
I love go-go dancing! I also like fashion design, sketching, dress-up, photoshoots, movies, reading, writing, art galleries, billiards, etc...
See more of Agony at:
www.myspace.com/bellum_vitae
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